stuckwitme

2007-12-04T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps. Whoa....first post since July 07...thats like what...4 mths?

nah i am not dead...just cldnt find the will to wrtite anything down here. Laziness is going to kill me one day.decided to post sth up today cos i seriously cldnt find anything else to do.

Well i guess this is it.Anyway i highly doubt anyone is reading my blog these days.Or maybe there is? i dunno...tag the blog if ur reading this lame entry so i know who are actually reading this...lol.

till the next post...have fun and good luck to u all.

[EDIT] Something just came into my mind. TO ALL LOSERS AND IDIOTS OUT THERE WHO CANT RESIST AND NEED TO VOICE OUT THEIR STUPID COMMENTS.PLESE LEAVE A NAME BEFORE LEAVING UR LAME ASS COMMENTS ON SOMEBODY. IF U CANT EVEN BOTHER TO LEAVE UR NAME BEHIND THEN PLEASE...DONT LEAVE ANYTHING BEHIND AT ALL.I AM SO SICK OF SEEING COMMENTS BY 'PASSER-BYS' OR 'ANONYMOUS' ON TAG BOARDS.

2007-07-17T01:16:00.000+08:00

Its been like 3 mths since this blog was last updated i realised...And my tag board...seemed like a war just happened...either way...things have passed...i know who to trust , what i am doing , and who to listen to. But what i do noe is i do not need to heed advices posted from anonymous people randoming ard ppls blog juz to leave a comment for the sake of commenting..its...stupid.

3 mths...and lots of things happened within this 3 mths.really lots and lots of things.They say bad news spread like wildfire...which is true...cos events which is not posted in my blog...tad is meant to be private...seemed to be known to outsiders whom i dun even noe as well...thus resulting in the tag board arguing.Hmm...amazing isnt it.anyway...doesnt matter now.

3 mths...very eventful.but wad matters most is lesson learnt and tads it.dun repeat it again.Anyway hope things pick up for me.everything has been going down hill for me lately...have only seen a minor pick up in my life.

And 14th jul was montfort NCC 10th year annivesary...going back certainly brought back tons of fond memories in that 4 years of sec sch.The parade was an eye-opener.And also...a sense of shame came upon me...things tad i have once promised for the unit...i broke.I hope to be able to bring myself back to face the unit once again...

Will be keeping this blog updated when i can...

2007-04-02T16:21:00.000+08:00

That silly girl of mine...she insisted on 3 things which i must do for her.And she named the first thing is to confess my love for her...hmmm...not only with i love u..lol...how cute.Well anyway...another promise...lol.

Now how do i go about confessing my love.hmm.I rmb when i first started to woo her abt...1 yr plus ago...i first confessed by saying i am guilty of liking her , And only ask for her liking in return...nth else. And the nxt day or so after tad...she woke me up early in the morning to tell me she is gonna wrap herself up as a christmas present for me...lol...tad really got me awake. The times tad came were sweet.first few mths i rmb her frens were envious of her becos like every new couple , the starting was the best. Troubles did present itself but still we managed to overcome the rocky times and still carried on.till we have today.Me and the silly mouse...who insisted i was flirting when i assured her i wasnt...now tads silly...and cute.lol.Now if i were to confess my love again...i wld say i am still guilty of many things.Guilty of still liking her , guilty of stealing her kisses , guilty of secretly watching her sleep , guilty of pinching her nose , guilty of disturbing her...guilty of so many things...

Man i have sinned so much...lol...may god forgive me for being so guilty...

2007-04-02T01:57:00.000+08:00

Alrite...done with what i promised someone to do.=) lol...hope u are reading it fen...haha.

Anyway i came across an interesting story from someones blog.Hes a colleague of mine , his name is Edward , and i think a story like this is worth reading and should be shared.Here goes :

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind.She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her.She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend.Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying."Just take care of my eyes dear."

The morale of this story doesnt juz only apply in love...but to life. very meaningful to me...hope it is for u too. And thanks edward if ur reading this...for getting this story.=)

Alrite...off to bed.Nite ppl:)

2007-04-02T01:50:00.000+08:00

Alrite.Promised Fen i will do this for her.=) Here goes :

so, here's the rules : the player starts by giving 6 weird things about themselves.people get tagged need to write in their blog their 6 weird things.state the rules clearly.then, u need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list the names.leave them each a comment,to let them know you tagged them and to read your blog.

1.I can hear myself snore when i sleep...hmmm?
2. I talk alot to my dog...wonder if he can understand me...
3.I do the most thinking when i bathe.
4. I always wish i can fly like superman...=x
5.Talking to the mirror sometimes?????
6.I cant resist anything new.....hm

Ok...here comes the tagging part...i do not have much ppl to tag...so i guess can i skip it? lol

2007-03-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

Might be thinking this blog is down.Long time since my last entry.Well i will try to keep this blog going...trying not to be lazy...or maybe i got not much time...either way.Guess i am juz lazy all this while. But hell its boring in the office anyway and i decided to read blogs.Well one blog exceptionally caught my attn...and it kinda affected me and set me thinking a lil.Well i will come to that later...and den i decided to look at my own blog.Which again set me thinking...

Well what are blogs? Basically an online diary where virtually anybody who juz happens to chance ur URL can view what goes on in ur everyday life...it may or may not affect the person reading it...unless u are associated with that person.And this blog which i read from time to time is kinda...very associating...which is why whatever entry in there is worth reading.But sometimes reading can be happy or heart wrenching or mind boggling , whatever u call it.

For now no details...speculations mostly.But hey...hows life? For me is always the same...deja vu? or not? i cant tell...sometimes i feel this kinda life is a blessing in diguise...or maybe a curse in a life time...whichever it maybe...it's nice once u get the full swing of events....Work , hang out , school , occasinal stay overs , games...kinda about it...oh oh...and the moment...hehe...man tad can nv be deja vu.(T.U.K?lol)

And sometimes maybe its true...friends can give u things which u will cherish till the very end.Just a quote from one of my bros "friends make life worth living".Its not only for me...but i believe for everyone out there...and i mean EVERYONE.So ppl , friends are forever and unlike love , friends are not blind.We only cherish love when we have them , but we cherish friends when we find them.Hmmm...doesnt make sense...but to hell with it...Friends rocks.

This blog is going to go on...so ppl...catch up...on my life tad is :)

*The last goodbye? or not...

2007-01-29T20:31:00.000+08:00

Such a boring day actually...everyday is boring come to think of it.Its almost like deja vu...wake up...sch...work, like wad i have been doing everyday except saturdays and sundays...so mundane..

Well...the only interesting for today was my TCS presentation.Lol...long time since i don a formal wear...realise all my shirts are getting small...but still it feels good.Haha.Nervous in the beginning...but as it came nearer to my turn...i was brimming with confidence.Just had to take my classmates as those cadets and talk to them like one.Lol...Guranteed at least a B for my presentation now...a load off my mind.

School has always sucked.Wonder why in october i chose to quit my job and continue my studies instead.Should have just concentrated on working and going in NS instead.But i guess there is no room for regrets now.After all wads done cannot be undone and that damn cert is a minimum requirement for this screwed up society.

Mundane mundane mundane....I really wanna get my hands behind the wheel again and do sth crazy...i dunno wad...juz wanna be behind the wheel.

I told someone before.think it was thomas? I was saying...life is so meaningless.We are born.We live.We die.As to how we live..wad can we do?how interesting can things get?I always say to treasure and live life to the fullest...but are we actually doing it?Am I doing it? Life will only be interesting if lets say...apocalypse will come.End of the world.End of life.That way...i believe i will finally find an aim.find out wad i wanna do...i dunno...crazy thoughts....

*deja-vu again....

2007-01-16T20:08:00.000+08:00

Its not a good day.It has nv been a good day.I seen my last post was sth unhappy.Sad for myself , this is gonna be another unhappy post too.

First thing first.Why the hell is this happening to me.Why does it have to be me! I want a happy family.I really do.A family which cares about everything and not just money talks.WTF do i even call this god forsaken place home?! This is not home.Its juz my resting nest.I come to this nest...i have someone to wash my clothes and make my bed.Thats all i can rmb feeling about this place. Hey wth...Which god damned 'mother', That is if u can even call her 'mother' , will tell her own damned son 'dun study not my prob'.I mean wth...SHE...a 'mother'...will rather lessen her burden by asking her son to work den to let him study??? WTF!?!?! I know...some u assholes out there might be thinking ''hey its only right.a son shld support his mum''.Well FUCK U to all those who are thinking tad way becos u noe nth about me.If she does not has the means to put me through study.FINE..i will accept it tad way.BUT HELL! SHE DOES! and where does all her money goes.GOD KNOWS! If i am brought up single handedly...fine...i understand.BUT HELL! can someone tell me which of my parents is dead??? GOD DAMNED THIS PLACE!! Its pushing me to a corner...hell i can call anyone 'mum' as long as she can provide me $300/mth.That is all there is to it.And $300/mth from her....its sth which i deserve (to all those who dunno anything about me.keep ur god damned mouth shut and think about sth else)

Second.I am not being unreasonable.I know i am not.Everything said to me drives between a comparison.I hate being compared.I dun even wan to compare.Comparing only brings me more despair,and anger.I know...maybe i am sensitive like u said.But to me that is only wad i felt.If saying out how i felt wld actually wrong someone, den why wld u even bother listening to how i feel.maybe it doesnt matter how i feel? words sometimes can be stronger den actions.different words put together can wholely mean sth which u may not have meant. And the way your words are put together , i do feel a comparison. One way or the other, Sorry if i wronged u out of sth which u think u did not do.Mistake from my part and over time i will try to void myself of all this sensitivity , or void myself from any forms of feelings for that matter.

See...to most or all.I always am the devil.I will forever be the devil.I AM THE DEVIL!.it doesnt matter to me anymore...nth matters to me anymore. Despair is all i can have now. right now i will sell myself to anyone just to rid me of this feeling of despair.i will do anything to rid myself of despair! god dammit...so wad if i finally shedded a tear or two. Anyway my tears cld mean nth right now.

I really wanna give up everything...give up everything and just stay lying on the ground waiting to be stepped and ridiculed upon.I have enough of standing up from all the falls.I am tired of everything...everything...nobody cares anymore...nth matters.

I wanna stop my tears.I wanna stop my life.I wanna stop everything....plz...juz stop...i really cant hold out any longer....

2006-11-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

Sometimes things just happen and leave u wondering 'wtf is this?'

Yeah i suck, thats wad u said. I do remember what i promised.And yeah i did say i will not make promises for nothing. But wth , before i can even get my brain working after a long day, 'u suck' was the first thing u can say when i said 'huh?'. True it slipped my mind , probably because it slipped my mind at that time that made me suck...den so be it...i suck.And since i suck..den everything shouldnt matter regardless if i remember or not, afterall i am being condemned as 'u suck' regardless of anything or not. Hell probably the person who is suppose to be reading this wont be reading it anyway...cos i suck?????????

Frens say this fren say tad...to hell with what frens say.A relationship is meant for 2 person and thank you but i dun need comments or directions on how to run my own relationships.True i have people commenting on my relationship but i dun go round citing to other people or to the other party for that matter what kind of comments i received. A relationship is meant for 2 and i do not care what other people has to say about it. I appreciate all who have commented, really. I hear your comments, and thats it. Sorry for being blunt but this is not really a thank you notice. Come on...imagine having a quarrel and u suddenly hear sth like ' no wonder what my fren say about you is true...blah blah blah'...wth. If ur fren really has so many good advices and comments and is a good way for u to confirm your opinions and this and that...whatever...i dont care. I dun care what frens say about this and what frens say about that, i dun care because i am not listening. Get them to tell me in the face if u want...i dun give a damn about it anyway.You have your pride.I have mine.What u say maybe right, it still doesnt mean what i say is wrong.If i really am wrong, it still doesnt mean u are totally correct.

2006-11-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

Lacking updates again!!Not i din want to update but my com was down.But doesnt matter now...got a new laptop instead!!!!hahahaha...

School sucks.Really,well maybe its becos i have not been to school for some time now...which explains why school sucks...and all the rush of projects,quizes and tests that just keeps coming in...all the tutorials that needs to be done...all the lectures to keep up with...it just sucks completely...i miss singtel...and all the people there...

But luckily i have the princess to keep me smiling:) after school get to see her , have lunch with her...and all her cuteness...

The princess is playing mahjong now...think she is losing...cos i called her twice and she did not pick up...and when she finally called back she sounded stress...hmmmm...her prince is not with her...maybe that will explain..lol!!

*One day gone.Life still has to go on....

2006-10-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

Finally got my internet explorer back up again.

And this blog lack updates.Finally in tp.Lessons all started.Glad to say so far so good.And the people in the class are not as bad as it seems.Hopefully this sem will go through smoothly.

Financial issues again.getting into school means losing my source of income.From independant back to dependant again.And it just sucks.I want my money.and tads all thats important to me.And with my mum being like tt...everything pay myself.Wtf...i am studying now.I do NOT like getting money from her for this and that.But what the heck...does it look like i have a choice???? I cant get a god damn job.I AM finding one but its takes time.And in the mean time juz some allowance from her to tide me through.Is tad too much to ask for?? everything myself myself i might as well dun want a mother...

All is good and high with my darling again.It is through this rough times which shows me who matters most to me...and a new theme song for us.=) i love tad theme song...

*If u're happy and u noe it....=)

2006-10-12T17:04:00.000+08:00

Well...ups and downs.As always...Guess this is part of life.

U make choices and u dun look back.Yeah.Easier said den done.Problem is Which choice??

The choice u make...affects not only u , But the people around u as well.There is an old saying 'A thousand taels of gold can never buy u a second chance'.

I dunno when i become so...idiotic to tok about such stuff.But well , it does make me think though...like how i will think each time i take a bath...before i sleep...everytime...

*50% of sumthing is better den 100% of nth.Hell , thats common sense.

2006-10-05T08:30:00.000+08:00

Things juz happen so fast.One thing after another.The good and the bad.

It just leaves me wondering what the hell happened...

I dunno wad the heck shld i do.Everything NEVER goes the way i want it to.

I do not know if its a blessing or a curse sometimes...

2006-09-22T08:21:00.000+08:00

One more week till my BTT...like FINALLY.Hopefully i pass this time round....

So much has happened in a week.All happened so fast and impact was all so great.So great till sometimes i find things do change.Many things do change...

And the bangkok trip i have been waiting so long for.3 days before the trip something like this has to happen.Screw those thais.Rioting over election...wtf.No wonder their people over there has to come over to singapore to work hard as labourers.Dumb asses with no brains...

I hate myself for so many things.I lie too much to the extent sometimes i myself do not even know which is truth and which are lies.But i do love myself for the fact i might be better then some idiots elsewhere...

But wth...hate me or love me , i don't care...I don't care...

2006-09-06T08:38:00.000+08:00

Promises made.Decision done.Decided and not going to look back.
It was on the rocks recently...but everything's fine now.=))

I got my PSP! like finally....lols.But its at the cost of my allowance...shall use this time to cut down on Food and get some workout done (that is if i got the time??).

The dreams u dream abt every night are so much different from reality...But the dreams tad u set for urself are so real tad u can almost touch it.I am gonna make all my dreams and wishes come true.Most importantly i am going to make HER dreams and wishes come true.After all , she comes first , and she is non other den my darling. =))

I can never forget the time spent during secondary school days.Because of the friends we made in there.They are truly the one who has been through whatever u been through during tad 4 years of ur life.And tad 4 years , are wad makes u who u are today.Mischevious times secondary school...talking back about it makes us laugh still.lols.

*The things we want in life are never wad we expect it to be.But nontheless , such is the way of life.

2006-08-29T11:01:00.000+08:00

Failed my BTT...made me lose my mood for the whole day.But i made a promise.I wont fail more den once....

I have always admired the power of a girl.For the person she loves , She is willing to sacrifice anything for them.Its instinct...thats why they are to be treasured...Such love is unconditional.

Thurs i am gonna have cabonara cooked by my darling! this i have to try...

Life is not seeming to be on track for me...i wonder whats going on...

Another boring day...Time crawls for me now...

2006-08-22T10:18:00.000+08:00

Ok...this is getting kinda boring.I am so sleepy.In fact i AM sleepy everyday...maybe its juz the fact i am pure lazy to work...hmmm...will look into tad again when i can get more sleep.

Its ALWAYS about work...right now i rather wish i were in a classroom ,listening to an old fat dude talking crap on a white board , sit beside frenz and start crapping while the teacher juz continue his teaching.Come to think of it...this is better den sitting in an office answering demanding idoits calls.Its maybe better since i get paid for it...but in the end...i cannot be doing this all my life.Getting shouted at and abiding by the 'customer is always right' rule is plain bullshit.CB is another ridiculous job.Trust me...if ur new...DO NOT ever work in a travel agency.ESPECIALLY CB.Yes...its only right i be responsible for my own mistakes.I admit i made a mistake , but wad the hell u expect from someone whu left the company for 2 mths , come back for 1 pathetic day becos u needed help , and den made a mistake which is not 100% my fault.I am salvaging the situation still.And it was one of the PERMANENT staff tad provided me , a 1 day TEMP staff the WRONG information.So will it be fair to me , a 1 day temp staff , who gets only $50 for working tad day , to pay a $200 difference for tad mistake?I mean i work there for a day , and i have to pay addtional $150 for working?where is the logic in tad?!?!?! Screwed up...seriously screwed up.

Not tad i do not want to be responsible for the mistake , i am doing wad i can to get the matter settled but i feel its not fair for me.A permanent staff provided me the wrong info and i end up being the ass tad gets kicked , it seriously is not right.

There is so many things on my wish list.But right now...i want my PSP!!!!!LOLZ.cant wait for my nxt pay to be in...and of cos...my licence before i hit 20...hopefully by mid nxt year.hmmm.

*Its not about the money.Its not about the principle.Its not about 'face'.Its about choice.

2006-08-15T13:41:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging in a while.Tired these few days...but finally found some spare time in the office...lols...

Darling is truly my beloved.haha.Stayed over at her house for the past 2 nights and having to work the nxt day.She woke up ealier den me each morning to prepare toasts for me juz so i wun get hungry so easily.truly touched by what she did...i feel so fortunate to have a lovely girl like her by my side.=)

Complains complains...these few days is all about complains.Heck i have been here for only a mth + and i have accumulated abt 10 informal complaints and 1 formal one which escalated to my asst manager.But luckily all of us (me and the manager and supervisor) all agreed the customer is one mad man.Seriously...working at a call centre allows one to see...or hear the true colors of a person.Unreasonable bastards and bitches...with a typical kiasu mentality."its not about the money.Its about principals." this sentence is common in a call centre...and i am very tempted to say 2 words to them ... Fuck You!. Lame shits...customer is always right...but that doesnt mean i am always wrong...

Bangkok trip on the sept 23rd.Hope my leave gets approved...i want to go bangkok...no matter wad!!! lol

2006-08-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

helping to sell this off for darling's fren

got it from a spree but it doesnt suit.
selling it off at 19bucks per piece
One size. fits local S-M
contact her at jeslinelaw@yahoo.com.sg

2006-08-10T08:31:00.000+08:00

I wonder wad charm my darling has...she made my lil sis charmaine so attached to her...haha.

I want to spend more quality time wif my darling!!! Life is so complete and so much warmer with her.I wun leave her for anything...thats my promise.=))

Going bangkok with darling on sept! haha...i look forward to it....but first i have to get my leave approved first.Hope they approve it...otherwise i am going to quit this job.lols.=x

And my pay is still not here yet....I wonder y do i ALWAYS face problems regarding my pay.Whether its singtel or chan brothers or wad...cant they juz pay their employees on time?! irritating.

*I will be by ur side till time proves us apart.=)) ilu

2006-08-07T09:48:00.000+08:00

who is going to cry together with u when u cry? No one...but u have me beside u to lend u a shoulder and a to give a word of comfort.For i am here...

who is going to laugh together with u when u laugh? I will be here instead to share all of ur happiness and joys.My happiness will be ur happiness and ur happiness will be my joy.We will go through all ups and downs together...thats wad i am here for.

who is going to share all ur happiness and woes with u when ur going through ur ups and downs? Nth matters more to me den the very fact of ur existence.I promise once i will be there for u no matter wad happen...and i will deliver tad promise...u noe i will.

something changes without anybody realising.Without realising...we feel sth has changed...but once we realise it , we noe nth has changed.I love u all the same ever since the first time when i said i love u , and more.U still mean the world to me.And the world mean nth w/o u.U are being needed.I love u not becos i need u.I need you becos i love u.Becos i noe u are going to be there for me when i cry.To laugh together with me when i laugh.To share all my woes and sorrows with me when i am down.Know i will be there to do the same for u...believe in me , Like how i believe in us...

*I love u not for the sake of loving u.I love u becos u showed me how joyful love can be with u.

2006-08-03T08:20:00.000+08:00

Recently there has been alot of problems regarding blogs...and we get people starting to comment their head of at everyone's post...

To these people...GET A LIFE.We have a life to live...and that's the way we like our life to be.If ur life is to go around commenting on people and how they do their own stuff...tads sad for u.Call us wad u wan...all i can tell u morons out there is this , IF U DUN LIKE WAD WE POST DEN FOR UR SAKE AND OUR SAKE DUN READ IT!! Is tad so difficult...yes and i dare say we are open to comments...but please make comments of an adult...we dun need childish people making ridiculous comments on our post.And all those people who are actually guilty of doing tad...FOR UR OWN SAKE...dun make urself look stupid any more.In my life thats how things goes and i am glad about it...If u think its rather stupid and immature of us , sorry to all of u out there tad u are all so ill fated.

My stand here is clear...My blog.My will what i wan in it.If ur not happy...dun read any further to spare urself the trouble.honestly i dun give a damn wad people tag at our boards.Insult curse and swear all u want...your words have no weight on me or anyone.What u are showing is how immature and childish u are. The pot always calls the kettle black...hope u morons out there know what this sentence means...

2006-07-31T19:08:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging in a while...rather caught up with my hectic schedule.

Well...finally have time for myself.And my pay is finally here!!!!waited 1 whole bloody month for it...but i have no time to enjoy my pay...driving to be booked...and preparations for her big day...hehehe.

I happen to see one of my frenz nick today.Quoted from yz's nick "life's simple.U make choices and dun look back" =) Kinda like tt...nice one yz. sometimes its ok to look back...but dun ever regret the choices u made...u made the choice...u stick wif ur choice no matter what is the outcome until u see tad the purpose in ur choice is fulfilled...Life is all aout choices , i have made mine...how about u guys? =)

I just cant wait to get my hands on the steering wheel and legs on the accelarator.Haha.And Tp's oct intake registration opens tml 1st aug.gonna try for it one last time...but i wun put too much hope in it...i am already 100% ready for my NS...and it can be quite fun coming to think of it...its only a higher scale of my past sec NCC...and i enjoyed my life in NCC...i dun see y i cannot enjoy NS =))

*I love you.Love me.

2006-07-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

I hate days like this...seriously...

If it is supposed to be a bad day den let it be a bad day from the start.Whatever for let me have a happy morning but a real screwed up night...

And i was pondering over this point...can money really solve everything?? or does money itself destroy sum1?? But tad doesnt matter...all i noe is...I hate materialist.

There is so many things that i want , all seem possible for me to acheive , but as time moves along...it all becomes increasingly impossible.

*The world is round , only because humans made it round...

2006-07-24T19:16:00.000+08:00

Work these days are getting more boring...esp when u dun get calls...u practically sit there and swat flies..

Today was darling's prac. test.She failed.I feel so sad for her too...i really expected her to pass.But i guess it juz wasnt her day...demerited for the slightest and most lamest reasons which all seemed unreasonable in some way.

Had a chat wif her mum.And learned quite abit of history abt jes.Shes sum1 who noes what she wans and fight her way to get it through hard work.During her pri sch days...immediately upon coming home...she starts studying through till late in the night...even her aunt and mum have to help her wif her sch work...silly girl.All cos she wants to gets into the express stream and not be like her cousins whom are all in the NA NT.And even till now she is working hard to get what she wants...thats her...hardworking , but fully disciplined.And its all in her...naturally.=))

I am sort of like the opposite from her...lazy...unhardworking and definitely defiant.Haha.Darling i promise u dun have to work so hard to get what u want as long as i am here.What u want i get for u.=))

Now is my turn for driving...haha.Waiting so long for it...wheee!!!

*No more bangkok trip.But at least i know i still have u. =))

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2006-07-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

Not feeling good this few days...work is pushing me down.

But darling is working so hard and so should i.I have to earn enough to reward her hard work and for the bkk trip.=))

Mum says Jesline is pretty.Haha.She must be smiling all the way now.

Off to bed..My head is throbbing bad.

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2006-07-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

I simply love weekends...quality time wif darling.=)

We went dinner with my parents today.Went to this dim sum restaurant...not bad...the fried rice was exceptionally nice.Oh and i manage to get my mum to get me a new specs!!!!HAHAHAHAHA!!!!Felt so happy...and she bought a cake from bread talk to give it to my darling's parents...as a way to thank them for feeding me till i am so round(tummy only!!!)Cant help it...her parents cooking is simply too good to resist...today they made ba chor mee for lunch...i had 2 plates lahz!!!lol...And darling kept pushing me to eat more...how can i not get round?

Going bangkok in sept.Hope this trip is materlised...i really wan to go bangkok...and the thought tad darling is going wif me is juz too ecstatic...another 'honey moon'.I am really looking forward to it...

Her bday is coming soon...beginning to sweat...but dun worry...i promise its going to be sumthing u will not be able to forget.=)

Officially on board tml...no more buddy system to listen all the phone calls...juz me the com and the phone...and its gonna be real fun...haha.1626 anyone?

And i realised her teeth are getting sharper after all tad biting...muz have bite me too much...sharpened all her teeth...hmmmm...

*Seeing U makes me fall in love all over again...

Tiring day

2006-07-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

I am so tired.Havent got any good sleep this few days.Work has taken its toll on me....

If u think tad singapore is very limited and tad ppl are more or less the same...den u shld sit in any customer service call centre...there u will listen and realise there are all sort of unreasonable bitches/bastards around...they sucks...i wondered who came up wif the 'customer is always right' shit.I dunno to love it or hate it sumtimes...

BBQ dinner at downtown east!seriously...if i keep going like this i really will be fat...hmmmm...but i cant help it once i see good food!!!

Its past midnight!Our 7th mth!! Darling...we have lasted this long...its not enough...theres a long way more ahead for us to walk.We agreed not to celebrate mths but to celebrate years becos you and i noe and believe there is no obstacle we cant overcome.We have overcame so many this 7mths...wad else is there tad cld stop our love? =)

Another work day tml...good thing i am off on sat and sun...time to recuperate on sleep den.haha.

*Happy 7mth Annivesary*

Sad day...

2006-07-12T00:21:00.000+08:00

Well...Today is juz not my day.First off , my pay is not in yet.Best part is...its my June pay and i have waited 3 whole weeks for it and its still not here yet.And the thing is...i only found out my manager has not even submited my punch card to the finance department yet!!!!!!!!!!!Like wtf...how long does it take to check and sign a punch card?? Chan brothers...i will forever blacklist this company.I was thinking of making a formal complaint up to CB...but it juz doesnt work for a staff.Complaints will go to the HR dept , and naturally everything will be done internally...they wun even refer to their higher ups so as not to blow up matters...wth.

Second , i guess it runs in the blood inherited from my mum , and tad is the bad tempered nature.I came home...barely settled down , when my mum came home and out of the blue shouting btw my mum and my sis.Poor charmaine got caught in btw the crossfire...got scolded from both sides for no reason at all.She tried to seek refuge wif me by coming into my room...but i was leaving my room to take a bath...so poor her.But my mum and sis got this common trait...once they lose their temper they will juz scold anyone they see.Me...i got bad temper too...but i dun juz explode for no reason.

And Darling is so so so sweet today...i am going broke thanks to CB...so she prepared toasted bread for me to bring to work tml for luch....juz so i wun get hungry if i have not enuf cash for lunch.Bread of love...i can do wif this everyday!!!hahaha...darling ur the best!!!Our 7mth coming soon...juz 3 more days.hmmm...i told her it felt only like 7 days we were together...she said i was bullshitting.But seriously...being wif u although for so long...but life has been so easy and fun...till i din even feel like mths have passed.I made a promise, Jesline Law Jie Lin will be my last gf , and i mean it , I love u. =D

*Every Night , There will always be a star shining Bright.And that star is you , my darling.

First day at Singtel

2006-07-11T00:22:00.000+08:00

I hate training sessions.Sit there for half a day and listening to one person talking and talking and talking...Its like sum1 meditating right into ur ears...cant help but makes u wan to fall asleep.Anyway at least i am paid to to sit there and listen...can train myself how to sleep wif my eyes open...i think it will help in the future...haha.

But from todays training at least i learned tad i got myself another good job...a slack job with high pay.hahahaha...now tads wad i call a job...sit there, face the com , pick up a few calls , and voila...money money money.*grins* =)

And today sum1 told me tekong is heaven...try to get into tekong!!!Hmmm...Seriously think i shld go in NS with a diploma now...everything is better...from the pay all the way to the life.And he reminded me of one thing...as ur age goes...ur NAPFA expectations are lower, which is true...considering the rate my darling is feeding me now...i cld do with the lower NAPFA expectations.=p

Well after work went home for abit of a rest...and went down to bring my darling home from tuition.i walked all the way from white sands to her tuition place...which is at least 1.4 KM...so did i burn any fats off tad way?i think i did...considering at how much i eat and how i use my energy...it shld be sufficient to keep me in shape...(hey...i doubt i am round...but round is a shape too!)

OK...a short entry for today but i am really tired.Off to my world.

The first picture we ever took...brings back memories...

*Reminiscing

My first blog

2006-07-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

I dun really blog or anything...but there is always a first time to everything i guess?

Anyway thanks to my darling for setting up this whole blog for me.=)From now i promise u darling...i will keep this blog going...update it often.=)

Out of 7 days a week , I look forward to saturdays and sundays.Its the time where i get to spend time wif my darling...for 2 whole undisturbed days.And her parents are great too....really has the warmth of a complete family.And her mum and dad are superb cooks.if only my mum can cook as good as them i can promise to be home everyday on time for dinner.=X

Sumthing happened last night.But its all over now...glad we are still us.And we both agreed our thinking do differ.But dun u think the opposites do attract? And no matter how much we accomodate for each other...wad matters most is tad we are truly happy...

7 mths coming soon...time does fly.And darling...loving has always been such a joy.Its u tad makes fly pass like the breeze.With u around i nv have to worry wad my nxt step has to be...u totally put my life onto its rightful tracks...

*Till eternity , and starloads...i love u

2006-07-09T21:40:00.000+08:00